I am depressed

God, I am depressed. I am struggling with being pursued and of interest. I want that, but that is a struggle, a need I believe I have right now and rather than focusing on the unmet expectation, I turn to you. I run to You God. I lean on You. I surrender to You. Meet me in this moment and assure me of the Love you have for me. Help me to remember you pursue me and you want me. I have been struggling with prayer Lord and what it means. I am not praying much these days. I lean on You for help. I need to find my rest in You and Your promises. Make that more than enough Lord. You are more than enough and I want that to be more than words I say or a song I sing, but a reality of meaning in my life. Bring a smile back to my face Lord. Bring contentment. Bring joy. Bring peace and assurance of Your love for me.

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